Just an emotional couple of days - I don't talk to my best friend anymore because when my dad was having surgery, she decided that being with her boyfriend was more important even though she promised she was coming to be there for me, and meet my mom. I was so pissed, I just cut her off. I don't need to have a friend that doesn't value me, eff that.
Just really angry and not grateful for anything even though so many wonderful things are happening the next few days. I have to really get my mind straight that I have a lot of freedom and my life is so much better than it was a few years ago. As far as everyone was talking about working again when you're struggling with mental health - I know it all too well - I wasn't able to hold down a job for years, until I went to jail and became homeless. Two and half years of that really shook me into reality, and I won't say it cured me of being bipolar - but it certainly changed things for me both mentally and physically.
I empathize with you all though, I know how hard it can be - definitely don't recommend putting yourselves through anything extreme but for some reason after going through all that I did, it changed my mental health condition forever. I still have horrible days, yes, but they are further apart than the good ones.
I hope all of you have a fantastic weekend ahead - there are two hurricanes brewing off the coast, hopefully they don't set their sights on us this weekend.