I'm still concerned because my therapist doesn't want me to do it. She wants me to relax. She says that is to much stress for me. I told her I'm taking it one step at a time. The first 2 steps can take as long as they take. It's the 3rd step I may have to find money for and risk my disability. My pdoc wants me to spend time resting too. Neither wants me off disability but I don't know how to get my needs met on disability. H just wants me to stop talking about all this and do my current class. He wants me to take one class at a time.