I don’t believe anyone says you shouldn’t try to better yourself. It’s a wonderful thing.

But we are trying to understand how your current plans are going to work. They aren’t sound reasonable so we try to give you other ideas. You state that school is very hard for you. Yet you don’t think that a job that pays 120k from the start will be too hard. Or consulting? If you cannot take tests or maintain attention, this kind of high level job isn’t reasonable. Doesn’t mean you can’t work. There are jobs.

You absolutely should try but within reason. You don’t need to go into 60k debt to get education. I don’t know about your state (but I can find out if you tell me where you are at) if you are on SSI and have no income vocational disability service will pay for all or a large chunk of your education. It’s state organization that’s free of charge.