I haven't taken a shower or changed my clothes in two days. I'm frickin NASTY right now. At least my scary psychiatrist appointment isn't until 12:30. Texted my therapist, completely freaking out about my mom and telling her I didn't know what to do. My husband made a good observation. Whenever my mom reaches out to me like this it gets me all upset. 😡

It's really hard for me to properly get across how toxic my mom is, but here's an example of some of the absolutely atrocious things she's said to us. She's all into conspiracy theories. During the COVID shut down year my husband's dad was dying of COPD. We went over to my parents house to visit and started talking about masks. My mom was totally against them of course and Husband was saying they were a good thing (I mean, HIS DAD WAS DYING FROM COPD) and my mom said, "Don't guilt trip me into wearing a mask!"

WHAT THE FUKK MOM.