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LadyShadow · Today at 08:39 AM

Thanks for the responses guys, @Nammu - I am definitely calling the pdoc - you've known me for years and all I've gone through; things have gotten so much better, but they can get real bad real fast if I don't watch it. Thanks for reminding me of that, I love you.

@Rosi700 - so sorry you're struggling, self-blame IS the worst - my diabetic medications did mess with the Lithium when I was on it, kind of threw me off balance for a while, so you may be on to something there - try to reach out to your doctor and see what they say. You know I love routines and they make everything better! Hope you get into some soon

@raspberrytorte - I know how hard it is with a toxic family member - I have distanced myself from most of my family over the years, I can understand your reaction to your mom reaching out now. It's kind of how I felt about my ex mother-in-law always calling me and telling me about my ex, it would always leave me distraught and disturbed after talking to her. I blocked her and I feel a lot better, not telling you to block your own mom, but you may have to cut communication if you feel that bad about it, and your hubby notices.

Trying to get some work done today - I did manage 5 1/2 hours sleep - much better than 3 but still bad. I hope everyone has a great Monday!