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Old Oct 08, 2024, 10:21 AM
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This guy said he has feelings for me (well, what he said said he had feelings for me), and I don't know if I actually want to be with him because we'd have a good relationship or just because I'm looking for someone, anyone, to be on my side, and this is a huge pattern with me. I'm trying to determine if I should be on the safe side and just keep my distance or go with how I feel but try to detach myself and shove more reason into my thinking/decision making.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"