I'm so sorry to hear that, Ana.
I can understand why it's so unnerving.
Do you meet with her weekly, or less often?
I've found it helpful in the past to look over the writing I've done after previous sessions to remind me that this disruption doesn't mean anything about the wider context of the relationship.
Right now, I can't imagine doing that because it still feels so ******* tenuous after Everything.
Take care,
Lost
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