I think today's session was good? I didn't get stuck freeze. We talked about our mother/daughter roles and how it's like my trauma with my siblings is triggering my issues I'm having with her children. I also fear favoritism. She says there is no competition for her heart. That I have my own space. She also told me she doesn't rank her feelings and multiple can coexist at once like her joy for her pregnancy and the sorrow for my griefs and losses. We also cried at the realization that because I'll never have children, in old age, there will be no one to care for me or even visit me.
I don't remember the rest of the session, but that was the main gist.