At the urging of my husband, I called the nurses line this morning and had to stop myself from crying while leaving a message. Husband said this crying thing is not like me at all. All I want to do is cry. About everything, and I have a pounding headache, and I'm too on edge right now to take a nap before Daughter's birthday party tonight, even after only getting three hours of sleep.

I don't know what's wrong with me! I don't like this med change. I asked if I could go back to my previous dose of sertraline. I just want to feel normal again! I do not feel normal! I KNEW this increase in Lamictal wasn't going to work. I'll deal with mild sexual dysfunction. Right now I don't care! I just want to be my cheery self again.