I had an appointment with my therapist this morning. Got in the car, she asked me how I was doing, and I immediately broke into tears. She was like, "Oh my god!!!" She immediately called the nurses and got me into an earlier appointment with scary psychiatrist lady in two weeks. She said she'd talk to the nurses and call me on Monday. She "unofficially" advised me to go back on my previous doses of Lamictal and sertraline. I got home and started crying again. I'd rather deal with mild sexual dysfunction than cry all the time and turn into a moron!
So hopefully now that I'm going back to my previous doses this weekend I'll start feeling back to myself and won't be crying all the time! Thank you everyone for your kind words.