Dear K,
you know that my vision of things doesn't make it easy fro me to be positive. Moreover, while I can't be positive for myself, I feel hypocrite to some extent encouraging others. Anyway, people affected by depressione and other disorders are raelly nice people (although they may be irritating). And you are especially great. A WONDERFUL person. Definitely.
It has to hurt so much because the world is not fair, I'm afraid.
But if it didn't sound blasphemous, I'd say that I am thankful of depression for the chance to meet and fully understand a person like you.