It's nearly 3 AM and I'm once again wide awake. I may have to contact my pdoc about this sooner than my appointment Friday. I had a decent night last night (only up once for about 45 minutes) but it's like I'm paying for that now. I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't feel hypo. I may start alternating 12 and 9 mg Emsam patches to see if that's it but I really don't feel manicky. I feel anxious.


The only thing to worry about now is that we're seeing another house Sunday. My mom said no more until spring but this has several things we want and a great price so it's worth a look. It's not even open for visits yet and there aren't a lot of pictures on the real estate page so we'll see. I'm just tired of the moving/not moving roller coaster.


I'm maybe getting a little sleepy????? We'll see.