@Nammu:

I'm glad you had a good long chat session with 988. And hopefully the Seroquel will knock you out. I sleep about ten hours a night on it. If there's any place to share your sadness and depression, it's here. Seems like (just about) anything goes here. I can sort of relate to feeling unworthy tho as i have a lot of blessings others don't and it somehow doesn't feel right to still feel so bad. But it is what it is and we have to deal with the reality of it. I hope you'll feel free to express yourself going forward.