Didn't sleep a hell of a lot last night. Was out on the streets walking early this morning pre-dawn (I mean, it is still pre-dawn, but I mean a couple hours ago pre-dawn). I've been taking melatonin and drinking lavender chamomile tea before bed, and I can usually fall asleep by 10, but I'm up by 1. I hope my pdoc is in the office tomorrow (I don't even know if they're open) and she gives me a call back. This morning I had a bit of a freak out OOHHH THE SKIES ARE VIBRANT PINK ALL OF A SUDDEN!!!! but I'm having one of those "hate being female" days where I just want to rip/cut any female organ off/out. That's kinda why I went out for a walk. It's like 30 out (our little Mt Washington already got 5" of snow over the weekend!) and the cool air helps me a lot.