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The ANXIETY! I swear. I don't really consider myself a super "anxious" person in the typical sense (I do imagine a lot of worst case scenarios, but with a lot of things I'm pretty apathetic), but right now I feel like the air is suffocating me. There is literally no reason why other than maybe THE APPROACHING DARKNESS!
Winter: The Dark Afternoons
New Hampshire Men- The Dark Blue Jays
December: The Dark Month
I have past the midday ritalin dose without taking it and if anything I'm MORE wired but also anxious and scattered!!
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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