<font color="purple"> Today I found out that my best rt friend has betrayed me in every way. We had been through this about a year ago, but he came back, apologised and asked for another chance.

How could I be a decent human being and not give him another chance? Now it's happened again.

It's literally all I can do to aviod sitting in a dark corner and depersonalizing.

By chance I had an appt. with my counselor today. I hoped it would help the pain, but it didn't, even though she is completely awesome.

I won't be of much help to anyone for a while., but as my friends, I thought you would want to know. </font>