Omg. SO anxious today I have a headache. 😟 Called scary psychiatrist. She didn't answer, so I just left her a voicemail. I just said I was crying at the lowered dose and not myself at all and went back to my previous doses and am feeling much, MUCH better and begged her to please, PLEASE not be mad at me!!! I'm so scared to talk to her. I don't WANT to talk to her! She doesn't listen to me! I TOLD her doses higher than 200mg of Lamictal turn me into a MORON! But she didn't believe me.

I even took 300mg of seroquel TWO HOURS AGO, and it's just now kind of kicking in and, whew, I'm starting to feel a bit better.

Thank god. Jesus Christ. Lord on high!

I'm happy everyone is finally getting sleep. I've still been getting my usual four hours. Go to bed around midnight/12:30AM wake up around 3:30AM/4AM. Whatever. I take an hour long nap in the morning..