Scarlet, I'm glad the session felt helpful to you. And that you and L are figuring out ways to work together (like hugs while looking down) and let all your parts be heard.
I was going to suggest that virtual could possibly be easier for you with her showing, but I understand how it would be more difficult in other ways. And you need to do what feels right to you, which of course could shift and change. It seems like she's being flexible with things like that. I hope your time with her continues to be helpful.