I just found out i failed my Algebra retake test again.

Its been 4 times and I've failed at every single one of them. Its not fair. I tried so hard and still failed. I've put so much into this and I still failed. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't like this. I miss being a stupid, care free little girl. Now I'm just stupid.

I hate Math. Why is it so hard. My stupid neurotypical Mom can't get it through her thick skull that it's harder for me to understand basic math. I don't understand. I hate this. I hate being alive. Why is this so hard?

Why was I born with Autism? Why was I born with Adhd? Why was I born with Dyscalculia? This is a curse that I'm born with. I don't get it. I hate this.

Just why cant I do anything right?

Its just not fair.