Thanks, Ana.

Yes, I prefer phone over virtual, too. It helps me not be overstimulated by eye contact. Sometimes seeing her is nice, but it is harder. In-person just is so much better. The withness I miss the most. But then again, I don't have to physically see her stomach virtually or by phone... That's the dilemma now. Can I deal with in-person or will I just be triggered? I wish this was like her first pregnancy. I actually enjoyed watching her grow.