My pen pal since 2003 just replied to my latest email saying he won’t be replying to my emails even though he reads them all. I sent way too many with being hypo and manic and still writing him. Lots has been going on and I thought I was just updating him but his job is a deluge of paperwork and he can’t write me back. I’m sad. I knew my mania would drive him away but this hurts. I thought he understood my recent hyper graphia . Since he still reads my emails I wrote and said sorry for the deluge. But he won’t reply now. He’s too busy.

Words can’t say how sad I am.