Welcome to PC! I'm sensing that you're feeling a little scared and overwhelmed by this thing. I went to NA when I stoped using dope but I never worked a step. The support is great, but eventually you have to do your own work. Even after you get a grip on why you drink you'll have to deal with the alchohol dependance you've established,we're talkin long road here. So, yes you need help...someone to walk thru this thing with you, because I'm a christian man I would be remiss if i did'nt reccomend MY closest friend Jesus, He sure did a work in me! I told him that there was no way I could handle withdrawls...he gave me his strength, you don't have to go to a church or anything like that,just start talking to Him.