So nothing like calling a credit card at 2 am proves your not manic. The brokerage lady has been super nice. I wrote her a letter at 6 am about the 4 options I see possible. She's already wrote back saying she has some ideas too that she will call later about.

She's going to have them run my credit again because fixing all the stuff with the account made my score go up 100 pts. And my bill go down by $100. If by some miracle we can move in to this place then I would like to get her a huge e gift card.

So if we do get the place we will have a December move in date. If we get approval from the complex then we have to get them to take our moving assistance. I have to put in a reasonable accomodation to rent 2 places at once because only my husband can pack and move and we don't own a car. We may have to port out of the city. Plus v and I need state IDs to sign the lease. Then there's transferring utilities and things like that.

So this is only step 2 out of a million steps and so much more can go wrong between. But if we get this place they have to accept section 8 for the next 30 years because of the type of grant they obtained to build the property.

If we get this place we will stop all our plans for the future and focus on getting the resources needed like a PCA, extra EBT, another service dog when this one passes. If we do not get in I'm no longer applying for things daily, I will restart school and work on helping my sister remodel her mother in law suite, I will not get a replacement service dog, and will no longer put our reasonable accomodations through. Basically a lot rides on this about how our future will be.