Had my yearly woman-bits exam today, so that was fun. There was a sketchy dude on the side of one of the backroads. NJ plates, black SUV, black suit, big bald guy wiping down the side of his ride on a dirt road. Now that I think about it, there's been an increasing number of similar events (MA, NY, and UT plates that I remember).
I am still in that limbo state of wondering if I should be putting all the anti-hypomania measures in place (again). I'm sleeping okay (I wake up in the night and then early in the morning, but I usually fall asleep easily enough and have been getting a solid 6hrs a night). I've been almost paranoid lately. I say "almost" because it's more just distrustful and suspicious.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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