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Originally Posted by Blueberrybook
Today I have been having anxiety or even paranoia that I'm just going to black out and wake up committed in a psych hospital. Ugh. For me, when I get psychosis, it is bad like that in that I black out most everything for days on end like 4, 5, 6 days straight with only brief impressions here & there. It was made worse because I was dissociating a lot. I really hate this.
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I still have dreams like that. I’m in psych wards that are twisted or hark back to one flew over the cuckoo’s nest. They tell me I’m afraid I’m not in control that the illness is in control. It’s hard to shake that feeling, that the bipolar has the upper hand. But it does get better.
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