I'm always scared I'll fall asleep at night and wake up in the ICU with a breathing tube down my throat and no recollection of what happened, unable to speak and with everything blurry because I don't have my contacts in or glasses on. That's the way one of my OD experiences was like. Complete black out and then waking up in an ICU nightmare. I hate going to bed because of this. My anxiety always skyrockets before bedtime.
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"What if I can't get up and stand tall,
What if the diamond days are all gone, and
Who will I be when the Empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token
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