I've often thought, "whats the point, I'm going to die anyways", then I thought, "well I might as well enjoy it whilst I'm here, seems pretty pointless to punish myself because of something I have no control over, ie, my death...I think the answer is to begin to learn to just be and accept things outside of us we have no control over, our existence is about our emotional lifes I feel...if we can learn to remain clalm amidst the maddness then that is the point perhaps? I dunno