I will definitely look Grey Rock up in search options here. And yes, I really feel bad to my sister-in-law, because she’s stuck in the middle. At first she was always trying to defend me but gave up. I always apologize to her when he fights with me, because she defends me. That’s why I’m trying to not provoke him, so that everyone is not uncomfortable. There are times when the children come downstairs, and say please let’s have a quiet dinner. Please don’t argue even before we eat, it breaks my heart to hear them say this. And even if they say that, he has never stopped him from picking on me. Sighs……

I really feel like crap being here and causing them chaos. Honestly, if I had anywhere else to go, I would never have gone here. I’m just gonna be quiet and accept my fate from now on. 😢