> No, no you have to smile. Look like you are having fun.

NOT so. Not faking does not mean having to show anger or other offputting emotions to other people. It can just mean not showing fake emotions. You are afraid that if you do that, people will be upset, and maybe a lot of them will. So be it. It is better for your well-being to not fake what you do not feel.

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