today i have been a lot calmer but anxious still. klonopin really helped me sleep last night which i needed. considering taking another. got a lot done. tried on my halloween costume. my fat self makes a pretty cuddly looking squirrel.made a big pan of brownies for work pot luck tomorrow. theme is Boo at the Zoo. my t wrote me a letter for disability accomodatiosn for school. im gonna see hm again next week. election day to be exact. ill be a nervous wreck. i cant even watch or read the news. so much about the world state freaks me out.