@CANDC, thanks. My dad has always been a mean & emotionally abusive narcissist. I’m done trying to get along with him anymore. He favors my nasty user career criminal sister which makes things even worse.

My husband is not supportive at all. He told me that I’m cuckoo & that everyone thinks that I’m cuckoo, especially after what I did recently.

I don’t think that I did anything wrong. To hell with them all. We don’t have any kids.

I never liked kids. Also, I don’t want to have messed up kids even if I wanted to have kids.

Living with physical & mental disabilities is a living hell. Most people do judge disabled people which sucks too.