@Blueberrybook no, I haven't talked to T. I haven't seen her in a few weeks. I'm not intentionally not eating, just kinda procrastinating and not putting in effort for full meals a lot. And if I do have a meal it feels too much. I had a bowl of chili earlier and by the end I felt like it was going to come back up on its own. I see my therapist, pdoc, and case manager all throughout next week though.