Because I was expecting a dose change I didn't put my clozaril in my pill box this week. I've just been taking it each day.

Tonight I am still rattled by my orange man experience and I forgot. So I didn't fall asleep and am annoyed with myself. I did put it in the pill box until I see her.

I can't believe 15 minutes of a speech upset me so much. I have only seen bits of his talks, never that much of one. I hope I never hear another because that was horrifying.