At my appointment my therapist told me I should do some self reflection on my growth and how far I've come over the years as far as my mental health goes, and I realized I don't even remember a lot from my thirties when I was really sick, like I had a drunken black out or something! It's awful. It's like a whole ten years of my life is just wiped from my memory. I remember hardly anything from my daughter's childhood. It was just a bad ten years. It makes me sad. 😔