I think I'm going to cry if a certain individual wins on Tuesday. Last time this certain individual won it put me in a month long depression. I've been so wired and stressed and anxious as of late! I mean, I just took some seroquel to calm my *** down and it's not working, and that was an hour ago!!!

@Blueberrybook

Did you ask your psychiatrist if you can go back on prn seroquel because it helps you more than hydroxyzine? If you haven't, I'd ask. I mean, you already take seroquel anyway. And hydroxyzine sucks. Tell him you're having SEVERE panic attacks and anxiety and you NEED prn seroquel because hydroxyzine isn't strong enough.