I lost all my connections and have no more money, so it is now complicated. I have no other place to live. I tried several times.
I really want, but I keep returning every time. So that is why I say I can't.
I just have no other place to find some answer. I feel fear every day and exhausted. I know I need psychological help, but can't afford it now.
I just wanted to reach someone. And find out I am still alive.