I feel… numb. And lack of interest or focus in anything even things I always enjoy. I feel no motivation. I just feel unreal. I feel traumatized from (trigger about pet death) I had terrible nightmares last night. I don’t even care about the election tomorrow. I don’t feel anything right now, I feel heartbroken but I feel like something’s covering it all up and I can’t access any emotion right now if that makes any sense ….