I heard a lot. I was surprised that anyone said his opinion. It's vital for someone who doesn't have much. Thank you, I need to think about it. And maybe a lot, because I won't survive another return, I need to end this completely.
I wish I had a family. I tried to find one, and he is my only family now.

One time I wanted to leave him, he admitted he couldn't appropriately calculate the effort from both sides and makes too little. But later he didn't remember this.

IDK. I thought I would never be involved in such a situation. That's making me think I deserve this. Like we all deserve what we get.