Also agree there is absolutely no need to spend that much money for gifts. It's been a few days, but bluebird, I'm really sorry about Mocha. You gave him a good life, and I bet he's grateful for that. And ((hugs)) to everyone having sleeping issues and anxiety.
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I had a pdoc appointment yesterday. No med changes, but she does want me to update ACT team when I go off into the Great Gulf Wilderness for a day or two. I feel brain dead today. Doing laundry. I waited until I had nothing that fits left so I had to split it to two loads this time which isn't ideal, but whatever. I think I'm gonna take a nap.