I took a seroquel. Waiting for it to kick in and hopefully calm me down. Took the 300mg my psychiatrist recommended last night, but still only got four hours of sleep. Boo! At this point I've just given up. I don't sleep through the night no matter what I do.
To make matters worse I'm agitated af because I'm hypersexual again. It's really uncomfortable, and my husband is at his mom's house right now.
Tonight is trampoline park and movie night, which should be fun. My husband told me he's going to be checking his phone to see the election results coming in. I asked him to PLEASE not do that!!! I think he's going to do it anyway though. I don't want to know results until they're more finalized tomorrow morning. I'm still so stressed about it I have chest pains right now. This sucks. This is just sucky. I've never been so stressed out about an election! I even woke up this morning with an awful anxiety stomachache. I haven't gotten those since I was a little girl and my parents just attributed it to "nervousness".
I'm hoping I can sleep for a couple of hours, until my husband and daughter get home. That would be nice. I think I need a nap because my head hurts but I don't want to take a Tylenol.
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"What if I can't get up and stand tall,
What if the diamond days are all gone, and
Who will I be when the Empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token
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