Hang in there MD, and just focus on getting through this rough patch. You'll be ok. I'm in the same boat with being denied effective meds but we must carry on playing the cards we've been dealt. And there could be other pain relief alternatives out there too, which might be worth exploring. Yes, easy to get fed up MD. I bet Sweden's euthanasia waiting line is very long as well. You might be feeling better by the time they come for you...it might be too late to change your mind!🙏