Thanks @CANDC. It is hard to give up on us, but in time I feel I will flourish. In a way, I feel single again, if that makes any sense. My world is no longer rotating around him. I am letting go of the heartache and suffering. All the times I begged and pleaded with him to change, to be a part of the relationship. I am working on valuing myself and doing things that make me joyful.