Yesterday and today I've had massive brain fog. Last night I was hallucinating but just a little and I knew it wasn't real. Didn't sleep. I'm getting that weird feeling in my head again where my scalp feels like it's someone else's. I'm doing the "look at a speckled pattern and vomit because it's too trippy" thing today too.
I swear this isn't right. I mean, obviously it isn't, but this "psychosis" I've been having on and off since I started Depakote is vastly different than before I was on it. Subtract paranoia and any mood episode aspects and add vomiting, feeling 100% brain dead, having zero appetite, and weird physical sensations.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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