It's the last month we share the same room, this happened after I decided to ask directly if we will ever have children. He says no guarantees. I returned to him on this condition, but circumstances changed, he said. How could I trust him ever. But I needed to hear this, my dream was ruined finally.
Now it's coming to the end I hope. I found a room and in a month I will be free. I feel much better.
And it's very painful too. I wish I could get through this faster.