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Default Nov 09, 2024 at 06:02 PM
 
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
I'm sad today. 😥 I don't like feeling sad. I want to become oblivious to the world around me. I know I said I wasn't going to, but I
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because I feel like having a fck all day. I'm currently under my covers in bed listening to Sleep Token, so at least I haven't gotten to Sigur Ros level of sadness! I'm not depressed.... just sad.

I got all my ezine stuff caught up last night, which is good. Today I just have to do my usual cleaning and vacuuming and dishes and the cat litters, etc. I also have to do two loads of laundry at some point, but I can do that tomorrow if I'm too lazy to do it today. I just want to cry. I also would like to spend an hour on my writing today.

My therapy appointment went well yesterday. I told my therapist how upset I was, and she was just like, "If you feel like you need to scream, cry, break things, feel free!" Lol. She was as upset as me. She said she'd needed to take Thursday off work because she wasn't in the proper headspace to help anyone.
Sorry you’re having a rough day. I’ve been considering starting to
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to cope with my anxiety too. I can’t do edibles anymore though. Those make me so anxious and feel paranoid as heck all day. I’m not sure though cause my psychiatrist says THC is linked with psychosis. I’ve had both good and bad experiences with it. So idk. Only thing that sucks is vaping of any kind isn’t allowed in my building so I’d have to go outside off the property to do it. Lots of people do as it’s completely legal here but I’d still feel conspicuous doing it.

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