Hugs, Scarlet.

Unfortunately, babies can come early.
I was three months ahead of schedule.

No need to answer here, but I am wondering what that sense of security would look like for you?

Might T be able to offer a suggestion for an empathic backup, even if she is unable to be an empathic backup?

I remember how hurt you were by G. *hugs*

If L is it, that's a lot of pressure on a relationship that's already feeling really fragile.

I'm holding the hope that you can regain some sense of trust in her, because that feels important to me in terms of safety.

Intellectually I understand that I have to trust R, because she's the only person who can physically sit with me through all of this.

The timing of the summer break was atrocious, but it's taken us a couple of months to even begin to rebuild that trust.

It's a whole different topic, compared to what we need to be working on.

All this to say I see you, and I'm holding hope for you.

Hugs,

Lost