I would use the three months to find a new therapist and begin working with them. It is appalling practice that she is aware that she is working in an unethical way with you and yet continues. I can imagine that parts of you welcome these unboundaried interactions (the emails she believes would be career ending, her sharing intimate details about her life/body/health, etc) because it feels special, because you are attached to her, because you believe it is proof of how deep your bond is. I feel for you Scarlett, I really do. It is not evidence of deep therapeutic care, it is evidence of her lack of awareness, professionalism, skill: evidence of her lack, not your connection. I don't read examples of harmful practice and then hope for you to continue working with her. I hope for better for you. My stuff with my ex-therapist is written through this, and I am on repeat again with you, so leave it as you will. There is no animosity here.