Its hopeless. My life. This pain and throwing up all the time sucks. Can 988 track me? I'm thinking of texting them. My mom is just like she thinks my GI will have some magic instant answer tommorow and I'll instantly be cured and there will be unicorns shitting rainbows and singing dancing flowers like in old Disney cartoons.

Just **** everything.

I ate a snack and it helped out my mood but didn't really do much for my stomach. But I'm nauseated from my nausea meds. Lol.