Why shouldn’t I go in full blown relapse mode? I’m practically acting the same by being completely fking incapable of doing anything, might as well NOT have homicidal thoughts while (not) doing this.

I don’t know what to do. I’m not calling up the team and telling them I want to be extremely violent towards them.

Fkkkkkkk lifeeeeeeeee

Fkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkmmmkkmntjfhebchrhrhebfueurbfhd someone hit me