I might have to quit THC again. It's not hard to quit but it sucks because I want something fun in my life thats exciting and euphoric and feels good. It's too risky I guess my psychiatrist is right. I guess it's just not compatible with me or my life. I'm already paranoid enough without it, it's just gonna exasperate that and throw me into mania and psychosis like it did last time. I almost ended up in the hospital multiple times back in the spring due to it. I'm so torn but ughhhhhhhhhhhhh I guess this is the right thing to do